I feel so sucky... and i hate this feeling.. it comes back to me now and then and makes me feel like a loser! Now why this sucky feeling? The answer is ive so many regrets about wad has happened in the past 5yrs of my life! Especially last year... I jus hate myself for doing the wrong things in life. Sometimes, iam just such a big time slacker that the absence of action has also caused some effect in my life, which i really cant face now! Im too tired of pondering now and then wad are the mistakes ive done in my life. I keep thinking about it so much so that i think im going mad at times. It prevents me from concentrating on my other important chores! After so much of pondering for past few weeks and all, i realised that i have some very bad qualities in me. Which i need to forcefully throw away. These qualities in me have allowed me to make big blunders too!
Bad qualities/characteristics
1) Anger ( very quick-temepered, irrational thinking at the point of anger)
2) Procastination
3) Irresponsible (Iam not responsible of my actions, tend to blame others if things go wrong in my life)
4) Lack commitment to the tasks assigned to me/duties in my life
5) Failure to plan any task leading to bad time management
6) Lack focus. (Tend to easily slip out of a task, as in not do a proper work after some time)
7) Lack of Punctuality
8) Lack discipline and tend to make all the mistakes stated above despite knowing them at times and tend to repeat them bcos i lack so much of discipline!
I need a big time transformation! Just not by saying so.. by doing so!
I can achieve anything my mind sets to it... so i better go for it.. start changing my mentality!
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youre not alone dei.moz of wad u listed happened to coincide wif the bad attitudes as well.though im not proud of it...im still tryin to change them.haiz.lets try 2gether.
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